.... Sorry

I apologize for never continuing this at all. Um.... I've gone and returned from Disney... It was amazing!!! SO going to do a college program in the next couple of years, but I'm for sure not going to update this anymore. I'm thinking of starting another blog soon, and if you have any further questions about the program please feel free to message me, I'd love to answer any questions you have.

Weird In Between Gray Area

So, since I was 5, I've always been in a grade, and now that I've graduated High School, I'm not... and it feels weird. It's like some in between gray area, it feels somehow very ominous.... Anyway, I'm so very happy to be done with school!!! It's absolutely wonderful! I've been busy with that whole 'graduating' thing, and now it's over and I find myself not knowing what to do with my life right now... BUT, I am getting extremely excited to go to Disney now! I got my plane ticket, and I have my roommates, and Nichele has even been so kind as to offer to pick me up from the airport and let me stay with her and her mother for the night before going to check in! :D (THANKS AGAIN, LOVE!) So, I'm going to begin cleaning out my stuff and packing, which I will update you all on, but for the next few days, I'm just going to enjoy the summer! I'm glad that I have something so awesome to look forward to, but I'm glad that I get to have a nice 'last summer' with all my friends first. I can't wait to meet you everybody and make more new friends! :)

11 dayssss...

As my last school year winds down (11 days left!) I can't help getting more and more excited about going to Disney!! WOOT WOOT! I don't really have anything else to say except, good luck to everyone with getting all their stuff together for the Program!!! :)

Shipping

Hi! So, getting ready for this is going to be crazy!! I'm flying down, so I can't take everything with me all at once. I'm going to have to ship a lot of my stuff down. Which I'm reaaally not looking forward to. It's going to be crazy figuring out what I need to bring and what needs to be shipped. Argh! But, eh... it's not all bad, I'm only packing to do the most awesome thing ever. So, yeah.
Also, I have my (hopefully) roommates! We're going to stand together and hope for a three bedroom in... somewhere. I don't really care all that much :) I'm very glad about that, because I was really scared I would get horrible roommates. But, now I'm not. Yippie! Anyway, I didn't really have much to say, I just wanted to get into the regular blogging thing. Because once I actually start working I hope to do this at least every few days. :)

EPIC QUOTE TIME:
Oh, the sound of rolling dice to me is music in the air,
'cause I'm a gambling Boogie Man, although I don't play fair.
It's much more fun, I must confess, with lives on the line.
Not mine, of course, but yours, old boy,
now, that'll be just fine.
-Nightmare Before Christmas

Hello World!

So, with little to talk about I thought I would get kinda deep this post, as others have been doing lately. Give y'all a little insight into my life, get to know me a little better. :) And the best way I can think of doing that is to give a really long answer to this question:

Why are you doing this?

My whole life I had this one basic plan for myself, go to school, work hard; get into a good college, work hard; get a good job that I liked, start a family, be happy. But, to be honest... I didn't work as hard as I hoped I would, and I was not happy with the grades that I got. I couldn't get into the colleges I wanted to. But when I thought about it, I realized that I didn't even know what college I ever wanted to go to, because I had (and still have) no Idea what I want to do with my life! Not knowing where I wanted to go or what I wanted to do had me procrastinating on applying to colleges, and eventually I realized that I just wasn't ready to make that decision yet. Luckily, I have the most wonderful parents, who understood what I was saying, and let me make the decision I needed to. I decided I was going to take a year off. That lifted such a great weight of my shoulders I can't tell you how wonderful I felt, but I still didn't know what I was going to do during my year off. I was talking to my friend about what I was going to do (probably get a job around town and work for a while) when she mentioned that I should go work at Disney. I didn't really think much of it, and I thought she was joking, but she sent me the link to the E-presentation. And it opened up a whole new world to me. Obviously, I applied immediately because I wanted to do this so badly! But, while waiting for an email about the web interview, I mentioned to some people that I had applied to the program, and most of them seemed wary about it... this got me thinking that maybe I was to rash in my decision and it really wasn't right for me. This got me thinking... I've been going to school with basically the same people since kindergarten, I've been confined in this social bubble, and I hate it! I want to get out, get TOTALLY out, I want to take the boundries of my comfort zone and blow them up. I want to experience something totally foreign and terrifying. Because that's what I need right now.

Knowing that I'm going to do this makes it seem like all the mistakes that I made, ultimately brought me here, and I think that it was all worth it. Working in the entertainment field might be what I want to do with the rest of my life, and this is the perfect way to get started!

EPIC QUOTE TIME:
Mater: You know, I once knew this girl Doreen. Good-looking girl. Looked just like a Jaguar, only she was a truck! You know, I used to crash into her just so I could speak to her.
Lightning McQueen: What... are you talking about?
Mater: I dunno.

oops...

I am not dead. I am alive and well :) I'm so sorry that I haven't blogged in forever! I've been insanely busy. The quarter was ending and... well... my english grade wasn't what you would call 'good' so, I had to do TONS of work to fix that. (haha, I've been lazy) ANYWAY, everything is done and fourth quarter is starting and everyone knows that fourth quarter is suuuper easy and relaxed :) (It had better be!) So I'll be back to regular blogging, awesome, right? Shut up, I know you're just pretending you aren't exited. What? My blogs weren't the highlight of your week? Well, then! Haha, I'm just kidding, I know you think I'm fabulous. ;) Fabulous is a fun word. It makes me think of sparkles. 

EPIC QUOTE TIME:

I want fabulous,
That is my simple request,
All things fabulous,
Bigger and better and best,
I need something inspiring to help me get along,
I need a little fabulous is that so wrong?

-High School Musical 2

Got my response...

So, yesterday... kind of a crappy day, it was icky outside, and it was Monday, and Maine lost the hockey finals in overtime at an amazing game the day before, and I just wanted to sleep. Then I had to walk home in the rain, which wasn't that bad, because I live less than a 10 min walk away from school, but it was cold and wet. I went to my mailbox to grab the mail, and I see a large envelope, with MICKEY MOUSE ON IT OHMYGAWD. I ran to my house, quickly opened the door, and tore open the package, there on my counter sat the most beautiful thing I'm pretty sure I have ever seen... a golden folder that shone with the awesomeness of an experience I knew would change my life. Yeah, baby yeah, I got accepted!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO DISNEY! I'm arriving September 1st! I can't waitttt! Now that I know I got in I will definitely be blogging more often, and I will update you on absolutely everything! Not really, wouldn't it get annoying if I made a blog post about my shopping experience to buy shorts and stuff? Anywhoo, I have to go to my school for a chamber choir concert, and I'm sick, haha won't that sound AMAZING. So, hopefully later I'll make a blog about something supah fun!
Also, sorry I didn't make a blog when I said I would! :P I'm a bad person... I know.
And, to Hayle, I'm very very sorry you didn't get in, although this may sound a little selfish, I'm upset you didn't get in a lot because I feel like I've been deprived of what could have been an absolutely amazing friendship. Keep your head up, and I promise I will keep you updated on everthing!! :)